The storm is here

Silence
calls the storm
everyone
is happy

Then
it breaks
nobody
is safe

It frolics in the sky
yeah, yeah
Ravages it self
ooh, ooh

The storm is here
Beware, beware
We're running
Yeah, we're running

Summer Rain

Bats flitting through the air
Not birds
Too late
The birds are asleep
Not even the noisy seagulls
hunting for duck's food

People walking in the late eve
Some alone
Others not
Late eve trip they say
We just stand there laughing
poking each other's belly

We walk too, to a bench
Sitting down
Just talking
Nothing much really
Then it starts
First some drops, then more

It opens up over us
Wet, warm
Godly water
I still think it's urine
But not that color
Or the smell that sometimes come

The girl stands up, the boy follows
They walk
damp, happy
In to the woods they go
Happily talking and poking each other
Not so much rain there

The crossroads are always hard
Saying goodbye
Awkward, weird
Hugs and more talk
Water still pouring from the sky
Then goodbye

Walking away from eachother, they are
Left way
Right home
A last goodbye, a kiss in the air
Clammy and wet
Each walking home alone

An angel's cry for help

An angel's cry for help

Water
    dripping
        falling

Stream
    running
        hasty

Snow
    cold and
        white

Ocean
    huge not
        light

Tears
    a falling
        star
Rain
    wet drop
        of heaven

@McDonald's 18.12.2005

Put me out of my misery
This pain
This living Hell

Fuck Xmas!
Fuck kids!
Fuck plastic plants with Xmas-stuff

Just pick up a gun
Point it at me
And blow my friggin brainstem out!

Rant

Hello
How is
weather?
no
well
what then?
nothing
but you
you asked
how is?
yeah
just
forget it
it was
silly
sorry
oh
don't
okay
see you
then

You're all

My heart is bursting with love...
Unfinished love...
Love for my pet
Love for my family
Love for my friends
But most of all
Love for you

I have this feeling inside me...
Whenever you are close
Whenever you smile
Whenever we talk
I can't sleep
I can't think
I can't work
It's all you

You are the one...
The one I love
The one who makes me smile
The one who destroys my life
You are the reason I'm happy
You are the reason I'm sad
But are you real?

I don't know...
Are you really here?
Do you really exist?
Am I only dreaming?
Is it all in my head?
Do you know me?
Can I touch you?

Who built you?
Noone, you say
Who made you?
You did, is your answer
But how?
I don't know the answer, you say
I'm so confused

When I wake up
I turn my head
I look after you
I call your name
But you're not there
But you don't answer
It was all a fantasy

...and I'm still sad and lonely...

You v1

You
Are beautiful
With blue eyes so shiny as the stars on a bright night over Suomis deep forest
With a big smile so nice as a little girl and her fluffy puppy, dancing around on a field filled with flowers
With hair as golden as a lions fur
And a skin so soft that peaches feels like dirt

You
Are great
With a mind so bright that Einstein's jealous
With a personallity as the wisest and nicest person ever walked on this humble earth
And a soul as good as the most brilliant fairy

You
*sigh*
Are the One